Loving Your Self Unconditionally

Loving Your Self Unconditionally
One of the most important steps to healing “eating disorders” is learning to love yourself, as you are in this moment unconditionally. This means learning to love everything about your self and all that implies. This is not usually easy for someone struggling with eating disorders. Most other survivors’ I have had the privilege of meeting fought with this issue of self love for years before the epiphany of their Divinity appeared through the Grace of God Creator. Low to no self esteem seems to be a common factor among those developing eating disorders. As one who struggled with eating disorders for many years of my life; I feel so very blessed that I can honestly say “I love myself.” It took many years to get to this point. I have learned to love and accept every quirk that makes me who I am and every experience that did not turn out as I had planned- all as part of the experience of the particle of Creator light that I am. As I move beyond any judgments of myself and others; my life gets better and easier every day. Every experience is another opportunity for me to learn something new about myself or another.
We each have the opportunity every day to decide what kind of world we choose to live in. As our thoughts, beliefs, and actions – catalyzed by our emotions manifest into our tomorrows both individually and collectively; I choose to live in Heaven here on Earth each and every moment of each and every day of the rest of my life. I thank my Creator daily for allowing me to stay here on Earth long enough to get to this point – where I live a life of ease and grace free of eating disorders. Make no mistake about it- my stomach is the boss of this particular vehicle.
I allow my stomach the right to be the boss as I abused it to the point that it shut down along with all of my other biological processes before it occurred to me and was pointed out by the medical community that I was going to die if something did not change. Eating disorders had not yet been discovered yet or labeled as viable mental diseases by the medical community; it was the early 70’s. I had dehydrated again. This was beginning to happen on a regular enough to concern the medical profession. I lived in Hell during those early years of my life. I loathed every cell in my being and just wanted to die and escape the sexual abuse at home. I thank my God Creator and all of the Angels who helped me through that dark time of my life. If it were not for six months of baby food and plenty of marijuana- I doubt if I would be here writing this article. All I could keep down was the baby food, Blueberry Buckel was the best. The marijuana helped with the constant nausea and gave me a small appetite Now, if my stomach only desires fruit and fish – fruit it shall have. I eat healthy and light and give thanks for the ability to eat and digest my food and ask to bless the food and fill it full of the golden white adamantine particles of God Creator light to increase my life force each day.
I love myself enough to take care of myself now, to lie down and do Buddha breathing for at least 15 minutes each day and to rest when I need to rest. I am at peace with my God Creator, with my life and my world. I pray for all to experience Heaven on Earth now. I know in my heart that once you arrive – you’ll never go back to fear, doubt and worry again. Peace be with you all now and forever.
Love,
tami el