I woke up…
I felt down…
And I faced a choice – Allow my day to be defined by that feeling or Create a powerful day DESPITE the feeling?
I chose the path of the creator.
I used to choose the other path – the path of the victim. I reacted to life and my feelings.
I had to say yes to my relatives – After all, that was how you showed love, right? You did whatever they wanted you to do, right? And hey, they used to give you money and stuff and so now, it was tradition that you returned the favour, right?
I had to say yes and fill up all my spare time with church activities…
That is what Spirit demanded of me, right? I had no choice, if I wanted to make it to heaven and be used by God, right?
I had to go to that job as a pharmacist – After all, I had worked hard to get there and it made my parents happy to be able to tell their friends that their daughter was a pharmacist and hey, it paid the bills!
I had to!
So what, if I was not happy?!
It would be selfish to chase after happiness when there were responsibilities, right?
And I have always been pretty capable, always been strong and I had to keep doing the strong thing – Others could be flaky but not me!
I was blessed to be a blessing, right? and so, that meant that I had to stay in place doing things I could do but not doing things that I really wanted to do, right?
It would be too indulgent to do the dream stuff…
Right?!
And so, I woke up, I felt bad and I felt trapped…
There was no way out.
That was my life.
I broke free of that after going bankrupt and experiencing the horridness of depression…
And yet, there are still days when I wake up and I feel horrid…
YUCK deep inside…
As I consider my big dreams and they are not yet happenned…
And I wonder for a few seconds if there would not be an easier path…
One where I can blame the world for my trials and tribulations…
One where I can just wallow in my feelings of YUCK…
But I call myself back to creator stance and choose what i want my day to look like…
I write out my big life goals…
Project 334K is written out again…
And I act, despite my feelings…
I have formed base line habits that I refuse to fall beneath…
I will communicate with my people…
I will capture people into my world…
I will ask for the sale…
I cannot control the outcome for each day, for each communication, for each sales offer…
But I can control whether I show up and deliver it…
And so, regardless of what I feel…
I fucking show up!
And so, yes, leader, I see you!
feeling down and in despair because things are not moving as fast as you want them to…
And I see you give into your feeling of ‘woe is me’
I understand but then I call you to a higher plane!
How has ‘woe is me’ worked for you in the past?
Are you really going to keep giving into it?
Are you really going to keep saying ‘yes’ to things you want to say ‘no’ to?
Are you really going to keep blaming others for not fulfilling your expectations of them?
Are you really going to keep giving into your self-doubt and anxiety that your dreams are too big when you have not really given it a good, consistent go?
OR will you become a creator, REGARDLESS OF HOW YOU FEEL?
Will you do whatever it takes, to lift your mood so that you can act from a more creative state?
Will you affirm and write out your goals and dreams daily so that you keep putting in the work to make them happen, KNOWING that it is ineviatble that you will get there if you will just do the work?
Will you stop comparing yourself to other people and simply stay on your narrow path while communicating, capturing, closing daily?
Will you tap into intutition and act on whatever bubbles up within you?
Will you be the maverick that goes against the tide because you KNOW it is what you must do to stand out in your marketplace?
The choice is yours
Victim or Creator?
What do you choose?
Fight for, deliberately design the life you are born to live…
Because you want to!
PS – It takes an incredible amount of self belief to do the real work you are here to do on the planet. Self doubt causes you to feel like a victim of your life and you wonder if you are able to create everything you desire. And the sad thing is, you are pretty capable and you know it but you don’t always see that your self-doubt is keeping you in a life that is suboptimal.
Join me for Rock Solid Self Belief at rosemarynonnyknight.com/rocksolidselfbelief because you are done with living with less than all you desire, you are done with thinking it is okay to settle and you are done with not being happy and fulfilled.
You are here to change lives and live in abundance – Do not accept any less!
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Rosemary Nonny Knight used to be a pharmacist and then decided to do her own thing and gain freedom. She made it happen with real estate management and now shows others how to set up their own business and get those first few customers online